Hey , we meet back :)
Urmm , this is my first post in 2012 , rightt ?
I've abandoned this blog for the long time and now , I'm gonna update it .


Guys ,
this is Ain , the real Ain .
The one who was trying to stand up by herself .
But in the end , she failed 

Ya Allah ,
I just want to be a strong girl .
Who can through the obstacle that you gave ,
Who can endure the pain ,
Who can still smiling eventough her heart is hurt .

Ya Allah ,
can I be like that ?

I know I can't be like that if I didn't try to but ..
Allah ,
I'm just your slave .

I'm just .. I'm just ..
A person ..

which didn't perfect at all ,
which can't make her friend happy ,
which can't do things by herself ,
which ..
which ..

Huhh *let out a big sigh

I'M IMPERFECT , I'M WEAK
NOBODY LOVES ME , NOBODY CARES ABOUT ME
NOBODY KNOWS THE REAL ME

Ya Allah ,
please make me HAPPY againn .